September 2009
7 posts
I loved that feeling when we were laying in bed, and I felt like I couldn’t get close enough to you, and without saying anything to you, you somehow knew how I felt and would pull me even closer to you, and hold me there for a while. I can’t wait to find someone like you.
I miss you more and more now that I have nothing to do but lay in bed in the same spot we laid not too long ago.
I was asked today, “If you could have anyone walk through the door right now who would it be?” And I couldn’t think of anyone else but you.
I wish I could just meet another boy who will change my life like you did. I didn’t know one could have such an...
After all this time, I am finally able to see your flaws. At least, two of them. Some of your music taste is shitty. Most of it is amazing, but really, some of the stuff you listen to is crap. Especially when you defended The Killers.
You never listen to me. You were always too busy talking about yourself. hopefully this means that I’ll be over you soon. Half of me thinks if I never get...
Things that we never ever talked about remind me of you. It’s unfair. I’m tired of checking the mail. When will this be over?
I know when. When I find someone else, someone new. And if that doesn’t happen by december, I don’t even want to think about the pain I’m going to have to go through again.
I can't wait for the day when I don't stop and...
Fuck.
I just read Chapter 1 of He’s Just Not That Into You and realized that you might actually be interested in me. Or at least, you were, when you were here. This makes it so much harder to get over you.
EDIT: I realize this post makes me incredibly pathetic, for many many reasons.
I’m sick of Gays, Girls, and Guys with Girlfriends telling me I’m great and I deserve a good guy. Can’t they see I don’t have a good guy, I will never get a good guy, and they are wrong when they think any good guy would want me?